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“What should I do when my grandson lies?”
“What should we do when our daughter steals?”
“What should I do when my son hurts his brother?”
These are questions the “parents,” however you came to be a parent to this child, ask frequently. Before I learned about attachment disorder and the effects of early trauma and neglect, I would talk with new parents about antecedents, behaviors, and consequences. We would engage in conversations with the child about what the rules are and what will happen if they are broken. This dynamic is at play in most “Western” culture families, and is reflected in our society. Our legal systems focus on negative consequences for unwanted behavior. We use police to gather evidence, courts to examine it, and judges to decide the fate of the accused ne’er-do-well. As a new parent do you ever feel as though you have become the police, judge and jury when your children misbehave? When behavior is the focus, this is likely to occur.
This cognitive behavioral approach works well with typically-developing children; children who love and trust their parents and who strive to maintain concordance with them. This is the way most of us were raised. We didn’t want to get into trouble because we didn’t want to feel our parents’ disappointment, or experience unwanted emotional distance. Our actions were governed by the internal motivation of feeling in the good graces of our parents. Any breach in that feeling of the positive, protective relationship was uncomfortable, if not painful. The rules that were broken were relatively minor, and correction came quickly with natural and logical consequences. The breach in the relationship was restored. This normal repair system worked because the child with secure attachment has an intact sense of self; she believes that she is good, worthy, and valued; that parents are trustworthy and well-intended; and the world is a safe and interesting place.
Children with early relational trauma begin life with a basic failure of the caregiving system. As a result, they do not develop a secure attachment characterized by trust in the benevolence of the adults in their lives. Rather than basking in the knowledge that they are loved and protected by their parents, they are uncertain about or fearful of parents.
Benevolence is not assumed. Maltreatment is anticipated. Rather than an intrinsic motivation to remain emotionally close and harmonious, the motivation becomes survival of the self through independence from others. We see this as pathological or precocious self reliance. In this way, children with attachment disorder have not had the opportunity to learn to want to be acceptable to the primary caregiver.
Another aspect of this dynamic is the child’s need to avoid his or her own inner life. How can the child examine feeling scared, rejected, and shameful when he or she feels alone and without help to do that? Without the ability to reflect on his or her own inner life, the child struggles for any understanding of the inner life of others (Theory of Mind). Emotional and physiological dysregulation are common — and frightening — experiences. Children with traumatic relational experiences often feel out of control. When a behavioral consequence is administered to a child who is out of his or her own control, the child may feel unjustly and unfairly punished because he or she did not consciously intend nor premediate the misdeed. For some children though, punishment may be sought out as a way to have the parent see the “bad child” that the child believes he or she is. If punishment is given while the parent is angry or upset (frightening), the child is reinforced in his or her belief that parents are malevolent; and the attachment disorder is supported.
One more reason why behavioral methods are not effective for children with disorders of attachment is that rewards and consequences are conditional on behavior. The positive regard from parent to child is felt by the child to be conditional. In other words, “I know I am bad. My parents reward me when I am good, but deep down I know I am bad and not really worthy of a reward. They don’t love me when I am bad so that proves I am unloved/unlovable.” Parenting children with relational trauma requires therapeutic parenting. Providing your child with unconditional positive regard (not just love) is essential to gradually growing the seeds of a positive sense of self. This is about accepting your child as he or she is (while not permitting your child to do as he or she likes). Consistent unconditional positive regard for your child in the face of obnoxious or violent behavior is one of the keys to reducing the deep shame the child feels. As you remain open, kind, and calm in the face of your child’s dysregulation, he or she learns that no matter what, you accept the worst he or she has to give — the smeared feces, the broken lamps, the urine on the carpet, the terrorized dog and the disgruntled neighbors. As the child experiences your love of the “bad child” whom he or she knows he or she is, along with the good child you want him or her to be, the child can begin to trust that you won’t leave, hurt, or shun him or her. Because you pay attention, care, understand, and accept the child, the shame has a place to heal.
So when parents ask, “What do I do?” I reply, “Create physical and emotional safety. Be calm. Be kind. Be accepting.” Connect heart to heart with your child by staying close.
Be wise and confident as you reflect his or her feelings so he or she can learn to under- stand them. Talk about what happened only when your child is calm and able to listen. Work out what to do (repair, give restitution, reconcile) only after your child’s emotions and behavior have re-stabilized through your positive regard. Natural and logical conse- quences need to be short and occur when the child is calm and hopefully, willing. Parents of children with attachment disorders should not expect to change behavior, but to teach that limits can be safe and not shaming. The change in behavior will occur through the process of the development of attachment as the child’s shame is reduced and self-regulation develops. Emphasis needs to be on relationship repair not punishment. Try to end the event with you and your child feeling as close as, or closer than, when it began. In fact, it isn’t over until you are.
This article was shared with permission by EMK Press. EMK Press publishes a variety of books and helpful resources to guide families through the journey of parenting.
Mary-Jo Land, CPT, CDDP, has been certified as a child psychotherapist and play therapist, dyadic developmental psychotherapist, sensorimotor psychotherapist level 1 and an attach- ment-focused therapist, consultant and trainer. She is a registered attachment clinician with ATTACh and currently president of ATTACh.. As a private practice therapist, she assists foster and adopt parents and children in their attachment and bonding while resolving early trauma and neglect. Land and her husband were therapeutic foster parents for twenty years. They have 5 children, one of whom is adopted and 2 grandchildren. She can be reached at www.maryjoland.ca or email@example.com.
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