What is in a Name?

What is in a Name?


Before my daughter was born, it seemed like my wife and I tossed around about a thousand names before making a final decision. We needed the perfect name that wasn’t just a reflection on who we thought she’d be, but one that honored us by connecting us to our family. My little girl is 2 years old now, and she’s named after my mom. My wife stated very plainly, “My mom will be able to look at Tae and literally see a piece of herself, your mom won’t have that privilege. Rose should be her middle name, so there’s an outward connection.” My eyes welled up with emotion. She nailed it.

I recently wrote a piece about the struggles I have with my name in “Gazillion Voices.” The challenges that come with an “American” name have harshly colored my perspective on re-naming Adoptees. Before my daughter was born, my opinion was pretty cut and dry; they already have a name. End of story. We honor birth family, birth culture, and acknowledge loss by retaining the name they already have.

But inevitably, life happens and perspectives change. Each time Mom and Dad interact with my daughter, the hue of my “Adoptee Advocate” goggles morph, sending my black and white opinion around Adoptee names into a swirl of psychedelic chaos. I can’t personally relate to the feelings around naming an adopted child, but that urge to create a symbolic connection in place of a biological one is something that deeply affected me. I feared my daughter would represent more loss than she did gain when Mom and Dad interacted with her. I thought they’d need assurance and validation about their connection to her. I was wrong. If her name was Choi, Bon Yul it wouldn’t detract from their uncompromising love and affection for her. Turns out, my own issues and insecurities were exposed pretty clearly through all of this.

After all is said and done, there’s still little wiggle room in my mind around re-naming Adoptees, but I see it differently now. I still feel strongly about acknowledging loss and empowering the Adoptee by giving them a sliver of control in a process that takes everything else from them. But my experience with naming my daughter gave me a better sense of why some parents may feel the need to change their child’s name. If you’re determined to name them after yourself or a loved one, give some thought to a middle name. Because in my experience as a father and an Adoptee, names end up as some of the smallest ways connections are made.

Holt International Children's Services

Oregon Based
 1127 Waiting Children  11 Adoption Programs
 Call 541-687-2202 250 Country Club Rd Oregon http://www.holtinternational.org/

Holt’s Child-Centered Approach

We believe that every child needs and deserves a permanent, loving family. What is best for every orphaned and abandoned child is, however, as unique as every child. When considering a child’s future, Holt always keeps the child’s best interest at the forefront of every decision. Holt International pioneered the modern era of international adoption, but Holt is much more than an adoption agency. We also develop and maintain programs overseas to give orphaned and abandoned children safe and nurturing environments in which to grow and thrive while we find their loving family.

  • We were the first international adoption agency and our founders helped write many of the laws that pioneered international adoption.
  • In most of the countries where we work, we are the largest adoption and placing agency.
  • We focus on homefinding efforts for children with minor to more moderate special needs.
  • Holt International is committed to supporting families and adoptees for their entire life. Adoption is a lifelong journey, so our role doesn't end when a child arrives home. We offer many services post-adoption, like counseling, adoptee camps or birth parent searches.

 Learn more about our approach to adoption and our services here.

Check out our child photolisting here.

 If you are new to adoption, we have three free and easy ways for you to get all the information you need! Click here.

Hope Ambassador Teagan

Orphan Care, Orphanage Support, Hope Ambassador
The Gift of Learning in the Great Rift Valley

Child Sponsorship, Education, Volunteer Opportunities , Ways to Help