South Africa Adoption Story: Jennifer and Ryan

South Africa Adoption Story: Jennifer and Ryan

Each day I wake up with the resolve to sneak away and write about Kurhula's progress - the letters she's learning, the pounds she's gaining, the friends she's making, and all the other ways she is thriving after seven months home.

But lately, by the time her breakfast eggs have left the pan, she's usually already initiated at least one epic power struggle. Despite all the progress she's made (or, perhaps maybe because of all the progress) we've entered a trying phase of Kurhula testing her boundaries. Every boundary. Over and over. This has resulted in some loooong days, folks...with lots of foot stomping, arm crossing, and eye glaring pouts.

It turns out our little girl has quite a stubborn streak! And she knows how to push my buttons faster than any child I've ever taught. By the end of each day, I usually opt for chocolate and puppy snuggles on the couch rather than writing a blog post about how well we're all doing.

I've been questioning myself a lot lately, wondering if I'm getting this whole "motherhood thing" right.

As I sit in the hallway outside her open door and watch her cry on her bed for the third time in one day, I can't help but wonder if I'm doing right by her. But then, inevitably, her sobs always turn to a whimper, and soon after, I usually hear her whisper, "Mama, I'm sorry. I feel bad..." That's when I open my arms and welcome her into my lap, and we both take a minute to just breathe each other in again.

This is how we've ended most days this month. And although it's hard and exhausting, I know it's what she needs right now. She's testing us to make sure we mean what we say, to figure out if we really are going to keep her safe, and if we truly are here forever no matter what

Just last night she nodded her head emphatically and said, "Mama, you still love me even when I make the big, BIG Consequence Choices." Yes, baby, even then. 

These last seven months have presented us all with a very steep learning curve. And although some days are harder than others, I am so proud of our little family and the ways in which we're growing together. 

Speaking of growing, it seems our little baby really has turned into a young girl! She's gained 4 pounds and grown 3 inches since coming home. Although she's still rocking the same pink sneakers, she's gone up two shoe sizes in just 7 months!

She still begs to be carried around in the Ergo (or "the pouch" as she calls it), but Kurhula now has a collection of scooters and bikes that she likes to zip around on during family walks. She loves her pets and smothers them in kisses and hugs throughout the day. And when we visited her doctor today for a blood draw (which has always resulted in tears and screams in the past), Kurhula calmly put on her headphones, turned up the volume on her favorite Shakira song, and gritted her teeth while the nurse inserted the needle into her arm. 

I must laugh when I think back to our initial impressions of Kurhula, when all we had to go by were her referral photos and a few video clips. We thought she was delicate. We really did. We had no idea what a firecracker she'd really turn out to be. Anyone who meets Kurhula quickly learns that there is nothing fragile about our girl. In fact, she defines the word “fierce.” And although that means I'm probably in for at least twenty more years of epic power struggles, I wouldn't have it any other way.

Part 2 of this story (a new brother!) can be read here

To learn more about adoption from South Africa and the children in need of families, visit: www.spence-chapin.org/south-africa/




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Spence-Chapin brings over 100 years of experience to providing adoption and adoption-related services of the highest quality. Our mission is driven by the simple belief that every child deserves a family. We have placed over 20,000 children in loving, permanent families since 1908.

We have domestic and international adoption programs in the United States, Bulgaria, Colombia, and South Africa. We are thrilled to be one of only two American agencies approved for adoption by the South African Central Authority. We have offices located in New York and New Jersey and easily work with adoptive parents living across the United States.

We work with all types of families: married couples, unmarried couples, LGBTQ parents, single women and single men, families who are already parenting, families who are transitioning out of fertility treatments, and families of all ages, income levels, ethnicities, and religions. 

Spence-Chapin focuses on educating families about who the kids in need of adoption are and preparing families to meet their needs.  We guide parents with lifelong support and education through our Modern Family Center, and advocate for all types of families who want to become parents. We will share with you what we know about adoption and how you as parents can best support your child through their lifelong journey of understanding his or her unique story.

 



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