Divorce isn't the ending that any parent envisions when they begin the journey to adopt. In addition to the normal stress of a dissolved relationship, a parent may feel extra guilt over inflicting an additional trauma on a child with a history of loss. How you handle yourself during the process of divorce can mitigate some of the guilt: recognize that when a parent chooses to demonstrate a good ending to a bad situation, it can set an incredibly important example. Whether a couple's divorce is amicable or acrimonious, a child needs to be guided through his own pain and confusion. When a parent is able to display emotional leadership, and implement a family emotional-behavioral plan to weather the upheaval of divorce, it teaches an adoptee that there is life-after-loss. Ask yourself:
- What is your behavior modeling for your children? How are you teaching them to handle adversity/sadness/anger?
- Are you expressing YOUR feelings in a healthy way?
- Are you age-appropriately HONEST with your kids about your divorce? Do you answer (or bring up) questions in a straightforward manner, without getting overly upset?
- Do your children truly understand that THEY had nothing to do with YOUR divorce?
- Are you allowing your children to mourn the loss of how life was with two parents (even if the ex-spouse was less-than-perfect)?
- Do you give spoken/unspoken permission to your children to love their other parent, and do you reinforce that relationship?
- Do you validate your children's emotions?
- Are you showing them how, in spite of divorce-loss, to be happy?
- Are you allowing guilt over divorcing one of your child's parents to immobilize your good parenting (are you able to confidently set boundaries, and enforce house rules)?
- Can you put your adopted children's emotional needs as your HIGH PRIORITY over everything else, for at least the year after your divorce?
Understand that you and your spouse are the marriage role models that your children internalize and replicate. Divorce is a sad solution, but worse, is staying in a bad/sad/mad marriage and allowing your children to understand your negative relationship with your spouse as normal. Your marital relationship could become THEIR family structure as adults.
You cannot be the parent you need to be for your kids IF YOU ARE CHRONICALLY UNHAPPY or in a dysfunctional relationship. Get help or Get out.
Avoid building a loving, fantasy parent out of an absent-by-choice ex-spouse. You don't want your child to be hurt by a parent who shows little interest in visitation or who abandons your son or daughter, but it is better to place an honest, non-denigrating explanation where it belongs (on the absent parent's personal problems, or sad choices, for example), and to help your child deal with this loss upfront. Covering for an ex-spouse in order to protect your kids' feelings will eventually backlash at YOU.
Normalize therapy for your kids: Therapists are Feelings Doctors and we all could use a tune-up. If you are seeing a marriage counselor or individual therapist, tell your kids in a serious, but matter-of-fact manner. Talk about why smart people seek help. Your normalizing therapy as a healthy choice will go a long way in helping your child see a counselor, if it is indicated.
Divorce will trigger an adopted child's loss issues. It is an opportunity to identify and talk about the core issue of loss, validate feelings, offer empathy, and help build your child's resilience with coping skills. An adopted child's awareness of his feeling that divorce = abandonment, and WHY he feels the way he does, is a huge step toward him being able to successfully deal with the stress of this major life change.
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Originally published in Adoption Parenting: Creating a Toolbox, Building Connections edited by Jean MacLeod & Sheena Macrae, Ph.D.
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